Back in October, as in four months ago, I was suffering from migraine headaches almost daily. One particular day, the pounding in my head was so acute that I had to shut down at work and go home.  I lay in my bed for hours crying and praying for God to remove the pain. Once I fully recovered, I began to think over my life. I have a wonderful spouse and three great kids, a job that I like, friends and so forth, but something was missing.